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Name: Zack
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Male


Interests: I miss video games I miss my mom I miss video games I I I miss my mom I miss video games I miss my mom I miss video games I mis-mis-mis miss my mom
Expertise: Im not an expert at anything
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 9/13/2003

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Thursday, August 05, 2004

This is a notice of DIS-CONTINUE-MENT      

Xanga causes too many problems


AIM: KingUtilizer
Email: zackwas@probedbyaliens.com or kingutilizer@yahoo.com

Thanks for coming on this ride with me

Xack
or
Zack
or
The Utilizer
or
Zack71


Currently Playing
Past, Present & Future [w/ Bonus DVD]
By Rob Zombie
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Dead I Am The Dog
Hound of Hell I Cry
Devil On Your Back
I will never die
-Dragula, Rob Zombie

Today sucks big time.   I gotta go back to the Psychiatrist today.........erg, i hate him/her.  I just hate the place, its suppose to feel happy but it seems depressing.   I know a happy place, its called MY BEDROOM.  I spend my days there. I watch family guy, play video games, and drum.  its like perfect!!!!!  But instead I must take time outta my life to go visit some person that tells me that something is wrong with me.

Then i gotta clean my room a little and my closet.

BUT ON TOP OF ALL CRAP....I cant find my cell phone.  my mom is gonna kill me.

It take 21 to win

Xack


Edit:

I went to the Psychiatrist........i might not have to go anymore! YAY!  this CAN be a good day............no nevermind. lol.

I just found out that a bunch of people from church read my xanga........not like my friends but parents........well KISS OFF!!!!!!!! THIS AINT FOR YOU!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO MY FRIENDS CAN READ ABOUT WHAT I DID! NOT FOR YOU SO YOU CAN COMPLAIN AND NOT TRUST ME! GEEZE KISS OFF OR KISS MY BOOTAY!  I DONT WANT YOU HERE YOU BUTT-MONKEYS!

Hey im gonna start another band up..........hoping for a more sucsessful one.......just let me know about stuff and yeah.         No drummers please.........thank you

I'm Bigger Than The Devil
Combined with Schindlers List
-S.o.D., Bigger Than The Devil


Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Currently Playing
Wraith: Shangri-La
By Icp
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- Juggalo (Homies), Crossing Thy Bridge
Ive Seen Some Children Crossing Thy Bridge
What Kind of life did they get to live?
What kind of toys do they get to make?
What if it was just a childs mistake?
-ICP Crossing Thy Bridge

Wow has it been raining shit on me lately.   Ive just had alot of stress with everyone and everything.  Today was crappy in general.  I wake up EARLY so i can go to the dentist, so they tell me i have 3 cavaties.  Im like, What?  it turns out i have 1 cavaty, but they said 3 becuz they could touch my tooth.  They were like, see how I am touching your tooth? thats a cavaty.  So being the asshole I am, i touched his tooth and called it a cavaty.  Turns out dentists DONT Have a sense of humor.......oh well.

So then i go home, and the dentist said i couldnt eat for 2 hours.   it was 10 o clock and i still havent eaten, and i couldent eat till 12. it was gay.   Then my mom wants me to clean my closet, i was like, OMG I WILL KILL YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!  And she got all pissed at me saying "Im Finished"  i was like, mommy has had one too many beers this lifetime.

So then i clean my closet, at least half, and all they do is bitch about all this stuff like, GET RID OF THIS AND THAT, THROW THAT AWAY, FOLD THIS, KEEP THAT, im like SHUT UP I KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  errrrrrg.

I hung out wit dave for like an hour or 2, which was nice.

Then i had to go home and do, hmm.......MORE WORK!!! YAY!!!                man im a bad liar..........i hate work.  

Then dinner sucked for me, cuz like some families, we talk at the table.  And my bro mentions that its gonna be Jakes birthday monday, and im like, damn, everyone is older than me.  And so my mom says "Well we couldve held you back" and then my dad goes, "We wont have to worry about that, he will be"  i just got up and left, my dad was saying that i wont graduate high school.   Maybe its not my fault i have problems, maybe its cuz of all the bullshit im fed.

Then i had to do more work.

Now im on the computer..................Thank God I Can Escape from theyre BullShit.

Xack

Over And Out


Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Currently Playing
God Hates Us All
By Slayer
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First of all....i changed my song again.  It used to be Drumbone by The Blue Man Group.   it is now  Crossing Thy Bridge by Insane Clown Posse.  you dont like me you can fuck off!



fuck dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!

I screwed myself over.

Jeeze xack.........you did it again.

Me and mandy are talkin and then i dunno what happened, but it got brought up that We Met for all the wrong reasons.  Her only intention was to hook me up wit someone i didnt like or know for that matter.  And so im tellin her we met for all the wrong reasons, and I just wanted to let her know maybe we shouldnt be friends, cuz i mean, you only wanted to hook me up.  And that didnt work, and then we became friends. But we didnt meet to become friends, she met me to hook me up. and it was the worst reason to even meet me.  I want friends who meet me to be friends, not friends who meet me to hook me up with someone.  So I Just Cant Be Friends With her knowing that;  Feeling That, it just crushes me.................i mean i had feelings for her, more then friendship, but when i finally realized that.............ay ay ay

Way to go Xack

out again


Currently Playing
Toxicity
By System of a Down
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- Forest
2 whole days without going on the computer...........im dying. lol.   Oh wow......Life.  Its a beautiful yet endangered world out there.   And I, The Utilizer, have been exploring it.  Well............i had this get together sunday evenin, with the whole youth group. That was crazy.  I found out that *****Javen***** (dont get pissed for that, lol),   Really likes Slipknot, which is f'n great,  cuz Jake is freakin crazy go nuts.  So for like 20 minutes we were just talkin about some of our favorite Slipknot songs.  It was wonderful......o so wonderful.  

Monday..........

I had elliot spend the night.  We watched Family Guy, Talked about current Issues in America, played video games, and drank sodee pop.

Tuesday........

I woke up, then elliot left at like 9 30 to go to the Beach.   So showered, got dressed, and I went to the HARD ROCK CAFE!!!!!!!!!  God I LOVE that place......the food is okay, but everything else is like, WOW!!!!!!  I got to touch Brad Nowells guitar, and i was like, YAY-ness!!!   So yeah..........

I got home later on....i watched the Sixth Sense.  Pretty good movie, one of Bruce Willis' finest.    Then David came over, and we watched an Episode of family guy.    As we were going back to his house, my mom made me do all these chores outta no where.  That irritated me.
&&&   So im at Davids, and tyler calls me home, so i go home and apparently its dinner, but we had to fend for ourselves.  So i made some pasta salad, and that made my mom mad.

Its like every fucking thing i do is wrong to them.  I'm not trying to be perfect but dammit it pisses me off when they critique every last thing I do.

So yeah...i was in a bad mood, and still am in a bad mood.

Whatever........
X a c K



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